This weekend was pretty dire. That’s why I didn’t post anything, didn’t have the energy or inclination.
I can feel a cycle of bad mind coming on, perhaps I deserve it.
I feel like my getting better is contingent on certain factors I have no control over (other than my mental brain chemistry) and will never have any control over. Without going in to too much detail, I think I’m fucked. If there’s two of you that feel this way, how are you supposed to cope?